The sky seems darker than usual and the air around me felt so suffocated. Everything that warps around me seems to be so depressing and it felt like I was trapped in a dark paradox. Like a new born infant who only know how to cry to show what they need and wants, everything I felt like doing seems to be hidden beneath my deepest heart and slowly sealing itself to nothingness. This is how I really felt now......
From the very beginning, I knew that I was always a rebellious girl who always forcefully voice my own opinion even though I knew that it might clash with someone and sometimes might make them upset or angry. This someone is not just a friend nor a stranger, he was my most beloved person at the beginning of my live and it will surely last till the end of my life. He, my Father who raise me up with everything he have in his life is no longer standing beside my anymore...
How silly and stupid I am, not able to show my proper affection to him, even though I sometime felt that he doesn't paid much attention to me or might be stupid not enough to even realize it.... Dad, it might be quite late but I love you forever and ever, sorry if I'm not able to be your ideal daughter...
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