The Road of a Life

A person life is exactly like a board game:
1) Player will first identify the game
2) Player will then learn how to play the game
3) Player will start to invite other player to join
4) Other player will then join in the game
5) When the all the player are on the table, the game will then start
6) Every player will have their turn
7) Even it is game over for a player, other players will still have to go on rolling the dice until their turn to be over

Converted:
1) A person will plan how they want to live their live
2) After planning, they will start walking towards their future
3) In the road of discovery, they will make friends or starting a family
4) Friends will then be best of buddy or Family member will grow
5) A true new start will happen, the future plan will be renew
6) The person will then walk towards the new future together with family or friends
7) Even if the person is no longer in earth, his family and friends will still have to continue walking and search for their future...

Which is why it is import to achieve your dream. No matter how many times you fall or swallow in darkness, as long as you are still alive, the game will never be over... but do keep in mind that if you give up, it is really over. Dream are never easy to be achieve which is why it is a dream itself. The road always consist of darkness and light but as long as you remain positive, every bad experience will then become a memory of life..

Introduction

The sky seems darker than usual and the air around me felt so suffocated. Everything that warps around me seems to be so depressing and it felt like I was trapped in a dark paradox. Like a new born infant who only know how to cry to show what they need and wants, everything I felt like doing seems to be hidden beneath my deepest heart and slowly sealing itself to nothingness. This is how I really felt now......

From the very beginning, I knew that I was always a rebellious girl who always forcefully voice my own opinion even though I knew that it might clash with someone and sometimes might make them upset or angry. This someone is not just a friend nor a stranger, he was my most beloved person at the beginning of my live and it will surely last till the end of my life. He, my Father who raise me up with everything he have in his life is no longer standing beside my anymore... 

How silly and stupid I am, not able to show my proper affection to him, even though I sometime felt that he doesn't paid much attention to me or might be stupid not enough to even realize it.... Dad, it might be quite late but I love you forever and ever, sorry if I'm not able to be your ideal daughter...